got into K2 stingray with adeline for yesterday training capped twice .. still very unstable
bad mood and very thing did nothing to help, everything jus dun fall into places ?

Some thing is seriously wrong with me , i can't paddle with any one ... mayb i m better off by myself lo ....

got into very bad mood myself , think abt wat bob told me. i really dunno wat to do.
Being around with them make me happy.
but i can't alway depend on them
can i ?